Sometimes I don't understand why God does the things he does. Even if its moving people on from my life I still try to fight against His will. What I think is best for me God says no, I have better. Its our flesh that wants to take control and we have to sit back and let God work out our lives. I don't know about you but for me having to live IN this world and not live OF this world is a hard task. I struggle with it every day. Most of the time I take it for granted. I get up knowing I have salvation but never really owning it. Having a job really allows me to be a disciple of Christ, but then again I take it for granted and do show people the Gospel. When Christ rose from the dead he told his disciples to go and tell that He lives! Why is it so hard for us to do that now? I wanna be so on fire for Christ! I wanna be like Paul and not be scared to share the Gospel! He truly KNOWS God OWNS his faith and makes Him KNOWN!
